F*ck long holidays.
F*ck Hong Kong.
F*ck egotistical people.
F*ck uninvited people.
F*ck those who plagarize the results of hard work.
F*ck typical hipocrits.
I can't hate band. Band is what my friends love. How can I hate what they love? Still, why do they have to f*cking go to Hong Kong? Malaysia isn't even taken yet. But whatever, next year is our last year in secondary school. I guess we should just make the best of next year, even though I won't be experiencing it with them. I guess I should focus on SPM anyway. It's just 11 months away. It's not such a long period between me and that exam. I guess I should forget about the f*cks. But hey, they look pretty in red don't they?
*yawn*, Night.
17 December 2006
16 December 2006
Of Music And Kinky Dancing. Oh My.
Now, just came back from my school's(that's SMK St. Joseph btw) brass band performance. Gotta say it was da bomb. Too bad I'm too poor to afford a f*cking digital camera or a f*cking video recorder. Pity indeed. I would record everything. Even my dog running into a tree.
Let's see, before the event started, I noticed quite alot of people dressed in never-before-seen shirts. Apparently they were SMK Chung Hua's band members. Strange, I don't remember anyone inviting them to come. Maybe they were there to plagiarize something, seeing as that our band was so hawt secks tonight. Rawr.
Almost half of the audience that came were Chung Huaians, or what Chrispian 'says' the band calls them 'Chungies'. Yar. Anyway, the CHians took the middle seats while I was waiting for freaking Kristine who was 20 minutes slow. Either way, we got to our seats eventually.
The band started after 2 long-winded speaches and a silly choir made up of middle-aged adults. Huh. Well, the band then entered the stadium and lined themselves up and started playing some beat. There wasn't a formation, then after it finished, the MC said "and that's just a warm-up", so everyone, especially the CHians, woo-ed and coo-ed sarcastically. Like, whatever?
I can't really explain the whole night, just that it was the best I've seen them perform since. I mean, if they did that well in the competition held in Kuching previously, I'm sure they would have f*ck-smacked the other 3 schools off the judges charts. Rock on.
So urr, that's pretty much it. Kristine would probably have some pictures on her blog. Her link is right at the side. Take a look, then come back. Cuz it's not very nice being there. You get me? Good. No? F*ck off.
Hmm, I desire miso soup. And beef teriyaki. Oh no, temptations. Am I pregnant now? F*CK.
Let's see, before the event started, I noticed quite alot of people dressed in never-before-seen shirts. Apparently they were SMK Chung Hua's band members. Strange, I don't remember anyone inviting them to come. Maybe they were there to plagiarize something, seeing as that our band was so hawt secks tonight. Rawr.
Almost half of the audience that came were Chung Huaians, or what Chrispian 'says' the band calls them 'Chungies'. Yar. Anyway, the CHians took the middle seats while I was waiting for freaking Kristine who was 20 minutes slow. Either way, we got to our seats eventually.
The band started after 2 long-winded speaches and a silly choir made up of middle-aged adults. Huh. Well, the band then entered the stadium and lined themselves up and started playing some beat. There wasn't a formation, then after it finished, the MC said "and that's just a warm-up", so everyone, especially the CHians, woo-ed and coo-ed sarcastically. Like, whatever?
I can't really explain the whole night, just that it was the best I've seen them perform since. I mean, if they did that well in the competition held in Kuching previously, I'm sure they would have f*ck-smacked the other 3 schools off the judges charts. Rock on.
So urr, that's pretty much it. Kristine would probably have some pictures on her blog. Her link is right at the side. Take a look, then come back. Cuz it's not very nice being there. You get me? Good. No? F*ck off.
Hmm, I desire miso soup. And beef teriyaki. Oh no, temptations. Am I pregnant now? F*CK.
14 December 2006
Give Me A Killer MMS, Please.
Was greeted by an MMS from Lover at 3am while I was sleeping. As soon as I woke up I checked my handphone frantically as usual, ever since we started messaging each other. Though at most times I do not get an SMS because I wait for a 'no need reply' goodnight msg before falling asleep, usually at around 2am. Lover would usually be the one to SMS me first though, because of that early-bird sorta attitude. Love love love. Lover even tried to sing on the last page of the MMS. Have been entranced. Pinch me now.
Well, it's Thursday today. SMSed Grace to ask the band side of the group if they wanna go out tomorrow. Am kind of expecting the worst to happen, which is the fact that they won't come because they're tired. I don't mind going out with Kristine alone, but it would be strange and I doubt she'd wanna be around me that much. I am afterall love-struck. Majorly.
Hmm, hoping tomorrow we'll be able to go out and get my ear pierced one more time. Then get a new DiGi number so that I can call Lover whenever I want. Keeping my Maxis number because for some reason it's free to go online using WAP. I hope I don't get discovered. Meheheh.
Pretty much all I can say for now. Hoping to get another MMS soon. *droolin*
Well, it's Thursday today. SMSed Grace to ask the band side of the group if they wanna go out tomorrow. Am kind of expecting the worst to happen, which is the fact that they won't come because they're tired. I don't mind going out with Kristine alone, but it would be strange and I doubt she'd wanna be around me that much. I am afterall love-struck. Majorly.
Hmm, hoping tomorrow we'll be able to go out and get my ear pierced one more time. Then get a new DiGi number so that I can call Lover whenever I want. Keeping my Maxis number because for some reason it's free to go online using WAP. I hope I don't get discovered. Meheheh.
Pretty much all I can say for now. Hoping to get another MMS soon. *droolin*
12 December 2006
Cocaine & Heroin Got No Sh*t On This High.
Not that I would know, never tried drugs before. The only drug I think I got high on was Panadol. HaHa, right.
Anyways, Lover called up last night after I SMS-ed that I wanted to go to sleep after recieving a reasonably small MMS. Seconds later(even faster than getting a reply SMS, strangely), Lover called to apologize and said that phone was out of free space. Fiddlesticks. Well, we talked for exactly 37 minutes and 37 seconds. How lucky is that? We are so made for each other. Heheh.
Hmm, Lover said would send Sejarah notes to me for SPM. Coming from straight A student? You're damn right I want them. Hopefully I get straight A's too. HaHa, or maybe I'm just aiming too high. Gotta improve on my BM, PM, Sej, and Physics. Addmaths just needs more practice by myself. I guess I'll be able to handle it. Hopefully band won't get in the way. Speaking of band... I had a dream...
Part one of my dream took place in a really big school compound. It definitely wasn't my own, because it had a HUGE water fountain in the middle of the compound. Large baby angels with spears were urinating, quite alot by the way, while some band members were performing nearby. They were playing Fergilicious for some reason, which wasn't half bad. I was at the sidelines talking with Lydia about Lover and we were holding intruments and fondling(oh my) with them to pass the time while we chited-chated. I had a really chic black saxophone and Lydia had a really sexy umm... marching bell set. Anyways, when it was time to pack up, everyone walked into the mansion-like school. I wasn't very shocked for some reason. Doubt we would be transfering schools to a mansion compound anytime soon. Considering the principal and his 'ways'. Moving on, the band room was unbelievably spacious, with airconditioning and marble floors! The walls were layered with a nice meriad of colours that were penetrating through the stained glass windows! At that time I knew I was dreaming. Even so, I got lost in the band 'room' and discovered the library, which was similar to Pustaka Miri. Then... I woke up to have a pee. What, bladders exist in dreams too okay?
I had a really naughty dream after the first one. I won't say anything about it. Only Lover will know. Meheheh.
Hmm, that's pretty much it. Hope I didn't freak any of you out. If anyone is even reading. HaHa. But whatever, doesn't matter. Rhyme! Whee.
Anyways, Lover called up last night after I SMS-ed that I wanted to go to sleep after recieving a reasonably small MMS. Seconds later(even faster than getting a reply SMS, strangely), Lover called to apologize and said that phone was out of free space. Fiddlesticks. Well, we talked for exactly 37 minutes and 37 seconds. How lucky is that? We are so made for each other. Heheh.
Hmm, Lover said would send Sejarah notes to me for SPM. Coming from straight A student? You're damn right I want them. Hopefully I get straight A's too. HaHa, or maybe I'm just aiming too high. Gotta improve on my BM, PM, Sej, and Physics. Addmaths just needs more practice by myself. I guess I'll be able to handle it. Hopefully band won't get in the way. Speaking of band... I had a dream...
Part one of my dream took place in a really big school compound. It definitely wasn't my own, because it had a HUGE water fountain in the middle of the compound. Large baby angels with spears were urinating, quite alot by the way, while some band members were performing nearby. They were playing Fergilicious for some reason, which wasn't half bad. I was at the sidelines talking with Lydia about Lover and we were holding intruments and fondling(oh my) with them to pass the time while we chited-chated. I had a really chic black saxophone and Lydia had a really sexy umm... marching bell set. Anyways, when it was time to pack up, everyone walked into the mansion-like school. I wasn't very shocked for some reason. Doubt we would be transfering schools to a mansion compound anytime soon. Considering the principal and his 'ways'. Moving on, the band room was unbelievably spacious, with airconditioning and marble floors! The walls were layered with a nice meriad of colours that were penetrating through the stained glass windows! At that time I knew I was dreaming. Even so, I got lost in the band 'room' and discovered the library, which was similar to Pustaka Miri. Then... I woke up to have a pee. What, bladders exist in dreams too okay?
I had a really naughty dream after the first one. I won't say anything about it. Only Lover will know. Meheheh.
Hmm, that's pretty much it. Hope I didn't freak any of you out. If anyone is even reading. HaHa. But whatever, doesn't matter. Rhyme! Whee.
09 December 2006
Fashionably F*ck Friendster Forever.
Have any of you logged into your Friendster accounts recently? Or checked out people's profiles? Well, let me tell you...
THE NEW LAYOUT IS F*CKED UP.
Even Grace, who is usually calm, collected, blur, and blank, is seriously pissed by the fact the Friendster bigwigs f*cked up our profile pages. I mean, it looks sooo nerdy. I mean, even the most beautifl of people cannot shake off the fact that they have an ugly profile page as a frame for their faces. Pity.
Have given grace link to Friendster's 'Contact Us' Page. I would expect her to go all "IMA FRIKKIN OPEN UP A CAN OF PISSED ALA GRACE ON YO SORRY *SS". And I expect for you to do such too. I hope they'll bring the old layout back. This new one is seriously nerdy. So many boxes. Expecially when mine was so clean and baby-bluish. Sigh, didn't take a screenie when I had the chance. Blah.
Hmm, miss 'Person'. 1 more day to go before 'Person' is released. Miss miss miss.
Yinny-poo's Birthday is coming up too. But I doubt that stupid 'Woon Bing' would remember, much less care. Useless 'friend'. I hope her current 'friends' die of severe orgasmic disfunction. Yes, S.O.D.
I want kimchi. I shall go eat Korean food later. For your info it is at the 1st floor(not ground floor) of some shophouses opposite the back of Boulevard shopping center. Right above Twin Star 20 sen shop. Lousy surroundings, but nice food. Well, to my preference anyway.
Have a nice day. And pray that Grace doesn't hurt herself.
THE NEW LAYOUT IS F*CKED UP.
Even Grace, who is usually calm, collected, blur, and blank, is seriously pissed by the fact the Friendster bigwigs f*cked up our profile pages. I mean, it looks sooo nerdy. I mean, even the most beautifl of people cannot shake off the fact that they have an ugly profile page as a frame for their faces. Pity.
Have given grace link to Friendster's 'Contact Us' Page. I would expect her to go all "IMA FRIKKIN OPEN UP A CAN OF PISSED ALA GRACE ON YO SORRY *SS". And I expect for you to do such too. I hope they'll bring the old layout back. This new one is seriously nerdy. So many boxes. Expecially when mine was so clean and baby-bluish. Sigh, didn't take a screenie when I had the chance. Blah.
Hmm, miss 'Person'. 1 more day to go before 'Person' is released. Miss miss miss.
Yinny-poo's Birthday is coming up too. But I doubt that stupid 'Woon Bing' would remember, much less care. Useless 'friend'. I hope her current 'friends' die of severe orgasmic disfunction. Yes, S.O.D.
I want kimchi. I shall go eat Korean food later. For your info it is at the 1st floor(not ground floor) of some shophouses opposite the back of Boulevard shopping center. Right above Twin Star 20 sen shop. Lousy surroundings, but nice food. Well, to my preference anyway.
Have a nice day. And pray that Grace doesn't hurt herself.
08 December 2006
I Swear To Drunk, I'm Not God.
Kristine misses me. Who doesn't. HaHa. But I miss the band friends. Crap them for going to Hong Kong. If they don't win anything I will be very 'I-told-you-so'. I mean, have to watched those chinese at the Doha Asian Games? China has won around 90 gold medals. And I've seen them strut their stuff, and they are FAR from average. What chance do we small town(or city, whatever) Malaysians have that's more than what they have. Don't give me an answer like, 'Oh, we have a strong bond between us all'. No No No. Screw the bonding, teamwork and professionalism is all that counts. But who am I to compare our band with the ones in HK. All I know is, they can't be bad at all. Highly doubt it. All I hope is that our band people don't come home dissapointed. It would be such a waste of money too. Hah.
Missing 'Person', whom is at some news reporter camp or something like that. Has the flu as well. Better not be too sick to come see me. Miss miss miss. Oh my gawd, am turning emo. Sh*t.
Kristine is coming back next Monday. I can't wait to get another piercing before school reopens. Such a good example of a prefect huh? Either way, not as if I will wear giant earstuds to school, that would be stupid. Just 2 or 3 more piercings and I'll be over the addiction. I don't know why I think it's nice. I doubt it's considered cool now though. Apparently smoking is the new 'cool' thing to do. Well, in my opinion, there are 'cooler' ways to die than smoke. Like bungee-jumping. It's falling without dying. Although you could knock your head on a rock and fall into permanent coma, but hey! It's cool!
Going to find more people to read my blog on Friendster and convert them to Rongism. Pray for me.
Missing 'Person', whom is at some news reporter camp or something like that. Has the flu as well. Better not be too sick to come see me. Miss miss miss. Oh my gawd, am turning emo. Sh*t.
Kristine is coming back next Monday. I can't wait to get another piercing before school reopens. Such a good example of a prefect huh? Either way, not as if I will wear giant earstuds to school, that would be stupid. Just 2 or 3 more piercings and I'll be over the addiction. I don't know why I think it's nice. I doubt it's considered cool now though. Apparently smoking is the new 'cool' thing to do. Well, in my opinion, there are 'cooler' ways to die than smoke. Like bungee-jumping. It's falling without dying. Although you could knock your head on a rock and fall into permanent coma, but hey! It's cool!
Going to find more people to read my blog on Friendster and convert them to Rongism. Pray for me.
07 December 2006
Rongalicious Definition - Make Dem B*tches Go Crazy.
Lol, would love if I had RongRong as my pet name. HeHe. I know, sounds stupid, but it makes it all the more umm, Rongalicious. HaHa!
Anyways, just looked through my own blog, and caught off guard by the song I recently put in as the song of the week. Suddenly found myself jigglin' to da beat. God, that sounded so wrong.
Last night was another night of pure bliss. 'Person' had sent second MMS with very nice voice recording attached. Am crushing. Can't stop thinking of 'Person'. Kill me now.
Wonder how Jessica(Yinny-poo) is doing though. I *ssholingly forgot that she had a piano exam this past Monday. I feel like a shitty friend. Damn myself pls. Well, I hope she'll forgive me when she recieves her birthday/Christmas present. Just wrote the attached letter a few minutes ago before onlining. Don't know if I should get a Christmas prezzie for 'Woon Bing' though. That idiot of a 'friend' hasn't spoken to either one of her two oldest official RO friends. I hope her computer burns out and crashes. I don't care if she gets a new one. All I hope is that she's got some bad luck coming to her.
Why are my posts so short today? So weird. Hmm, maybe I should go find more weird songs. Hope you don't mind the recent one. But as I've said on my older post, there's a f*cking stop/pause button on the freaking player. Have a f*cking nice day.
Anyways, just looked through my own blog, and caught off guard by the song I recently put in as the song of the week. Suddenly found myself jigglin' to da beat. God, that sounded so wrong.
Last night was another night of pure bliss. 'Person' had sent second MMS with very nice voice recording attached. Am crushing. Can't stop thinking of 'Person'. Kill me now.
Wonder how Jessica(Yinny-poo) is doing though. I *ssholingly forgot that she had a piano exam this past Monday. I feel like a shitty friend. Damn myself pls. Well, I hope she'll forgive me when she recieves her birthday/Christmas present. Just wrote the attached letter a few minutes ago before onlining. Don't know if I should get a Christmas prezzie for 'Woon Bing' though. That idiot of a 'friend' hasn't spoken to either one of her two oldest official RO friends. I hope her computer burns out and crashes. I don't care if she gets a new one. All I hope is that she's got some bad luck coming to her.
Why are my posts so short today? So weird. Hmm, maybe I should go find more weird songs. Hope you don't mind the recent one. But as I've said on my older post, there's a f*cking stop/pause button on the freaking player. Have a f*cking nice day.
06 December 2006
Call Me Jones, Bridget Jones. And I Will Screw Love.
Am now trying to plagiarize the writing styles of imaginary character, Bridget Jones, of which I have read two books and watched the equal number of movies about her and her miserable love life.
Just kidding. You should read the books though. Good for a laugh. You might pick up some good nasty words.
Finished reading Kristine's last post. Apparently her father had experienced some health problems and had gone for a check-up in KL. Luckily nothing was wrong. As usual, Kristine was being over-dramatic again. Silly girl. Nowonder she lef-... Urr, I will shut up now.
Anyways, thinking of getting a 016 number. Was it Hotlink? Or Digi? Whichever, I just know its a 016 number. Now, I would know that lucky/nice numbers are hard to get with 016, but I shall fear not, for I have... Umm... Actually I don't know what I have that would help me find, because I can only help myself in finding it. Woulden't trust my friends because they too would desire a nice sexy number which consists of only 5 different numbers. Like moi. HaHaHa~ Though, I do consider it a waste of money to have 012. So expensive. Oh well, anything to have cheaper rates when calling 'Person' in KL. Mmmm...
Don't think so much you pervert.
Oh yes, I remembered an episode on TVIQ's X-Play, which airs at around 7.30pm. It's a game review show if you're not familiar with it. I have a few links here to Youtube, which for additional information, was bought by the Google corporation. Yes, Google bought Youtube, which is full of crappy videos for one or a few billion USD. I mean, I woulden't mind getting paid if I farted butt-facing a video camera. Really.
Anyways, please take time to click on these links. I nicely linked them with pretty blue words. CLICK THEM F*CK IT.
Morgan Von Vebb's Veb of Destruction
Morgan Von Vebb's RPG Radiculopathy
X-Play's History of Hunting
On The X-Play Boards
Hmm, if you've watched all of them I would guess that you have alot of free time, AND think I have no life. I probably don't but you don't either for reading this blog in the first place. HaHaHa~ Joo Been Suckapunched.
Moving on, 'Person' sent MMS of few pictures of self with very cute voice clip. So happy that I woulden't mind smiling like the Joker the whole time I would spend in Parkson. Set 'Person' as wallpaper on phone just for... Umm, I don't need to give you a reason. Why? Because I don't want to you kepo b*tch. Yea, you.
Either way, have given up RO as it is a waste of time and have thought of chatting with friends for long periods or time more satisfying than making potions for 4 consecutive hours and using them all up in a quarter of the time taken to make them. You probably don't get me, but I guess there has to be more to life.
I'm excited for school to start again. Very excited. Yet, afraid of SPM. Hoping 'Person' will come and console me next year. Yeah right, I'll keep dreaming. Thanks for slapping reality to my face.
Just kidding. You should read the books though. Good for a laugh. You might pick up some good nasty words.
Finished reading Kristine's last post. Apparently her father had experienced some health problems and had gone for a check-up in KL. Luckily nothing was wrong. As usual, Kristine was being over-dramatic again. Silly girl. Nowonder she lef-... Urr, I will shut up now.
Anyways, thinking of getting a 016 number. Was it Hotlink? Or Digi? Whichever, I just know its a 016 number. Now, I would know that lucky/nice numbers are hard to get with 016, but I shall fear not, for I have... Umm... Actually I don't know what I have that would help me find, because I can only help myself in finding it. Woulden't trust my friends because they too would desire a nice sexy number which consists of only 5 different numbers. Like moi. HaHaHa~ Though, I do consider it a waste of money to have 012. So expensive. Oh well, anything to have cheaper rates when calling 'Person' in KL. Mmmm...
Don't think so much you pervert.
Oh yes, I remembered an episode on TVIQ's X-Play, which airs at around 7.30pm. It's a game review show if you're not familiar with it. I have a few links here to Youtube, which for additional information, was bought by the Google corporation. Yes, Google bought Youtube, which is full of crappy videos for one or a few billion USD. I mean, I woulden't mind getting paid if I farted butt-facing a video camera. Really.
Anyways, please take time to click on these links. I nicely linked them with pretty blue words. CLICK THEM F*CK IT.
Morgan Von Vebb's Veb of Destruction
Morgan Von Vebb's RPG Radiculopathy
X-Play's History of Hunting
On The X-Play Boards
Hmm, if you've watched all of them I would guess that you have alot of free time, AND think I have no life. I probably don't but you don't either for reading this blog in the first place. HaHaHa~ Joo Been Suckapunched.
Moving on, 'Person' sent MMS of few pictures of self with very cute voice clip. So happy that I woulden't mind smiling like the Joker the whole time I would spend in Parkson. Set 'Person' as wallpaper on phone just for... Umm, I don't need to give you a reason. Why? Because I don't want to you kepo b*tch. Yea, you.
Either way, have given up RO as it is a waste of time and have thought of chatting with friends for long periods or time more satisfying than making potions for 4 consecutive hours and using them all up in a quarter of the time taken to make them. You probably don't get me, but I guess there has to be more to life.
I'm excited for school to start again. Very excited. Yet, afraid of SPM. Hoping 'Person' will come and console me next year. Yeah right, I'll keep dreaming. Thanks for slapping reality to my face.
05 December 2006
Send Me Flying With Just A Phonecall, Pls.
Talked 20+ mins with 'Person' at 2am last night, or should I say today. Can't say more can I? Just that I hid my face in my pillows after ending the call in case I made any unexpected noises out of sheer 'OMFGness'. No, I wasn't expecting to fart, although I had a very silent one during the phonecall, which was very awkward as we were talking about awkwardness in public. I shall shut up about this now or 'Person' will have no face to ever call me again, in which case I would die of loneliness.
Went out with mum and much-hated/loved cousin/apparent-sister, Jasmine. Ate breakfast at Taiwan Restaurant behind Madli Satay. Dumplings are so yummy with iced tea. Mmm, though I miss Kuching Kueh Chap and envy Kristine for being there. Hate her more, but shall forgive her if she posts a picture of a bowl or the magic food. Yes, it is much of a turn on for me. And if you thought I was really serious, get a life, you pervert.
Hmm, it's 20 minutes to 2 pm now. I guess I have nothing else to say at the time being. Go read Kristine's blog. She made me say that.
Went out with mum and much-hated/loved cousin/apparent-sister, Jasmine. Ate breakfast at Taiwan Restaurant behind Madli Satay. Dumplings are so yummy with iced tea. Mmm, though I miss Kuching Kueh Chap and envy Kristine for being there. Hate her more, but shall forgive her if she posts a picture of a bowl or the magic food. Yes, it is much of a turn on for me. And if you thought I was really serious, get a life, you pervert.
Hmm, it's 20 minutes to 2 pm now. I guess I have nothing else to say at the time being. Go read Kristine's blog. She made me say that.
04 December 2006
Fly At Night, Crash & Burn In The Morning.
Talked for 20+ minutes on the phone with 'Mystery Person' till 1 am. Feel very light-headed and floatish. Person says will call more often. Should I be happy or nervous? Am not feeling either as of now. I think I will need 1 more piercing to commemorate this relationship as it has been the most different among the ones I've had before. But dissapointed I was to learn that friends were busy with own things to do. Am very pissed with all of them.
Except Lydia, Kristine, Belinda, and Paulina. Kristine because she is currently in Kuching, Paulina for telling me upfront that she is unable to show up, Lydia and Belinda for being willing to go until the end, of which we had come to a conclusion that today we will in fact won't be going to Parkson to spend time together. I am pissed and angry at other friends for not telling or announcing that they will not be able to come. Am very pissed at certain *ssholes. I have developed an even bigger hate for last-minute f*ckers. They will all suffer severe cases of last-minute panic due to unresponsible informing of Me upon inability to show up on very important and exciting day of outing. SUFFER.
But whatever, I shall seek moral support from Person to cool down. Am hoping it will work. Reconsidering on joining band next year. But needing exposure and experience as band people are greatly ultra-committed. Which is actually very worrying to health and spirit. But whatever, have been playing games and wasting my life away for longer than expected, so band shoulden't be a waste of time. For the best am hoping.
Except Lydia, Kristine, Belinda, and Paulina. Kristine because she is currently in Kuching, Paulina for telling me upfront that she is unable to show up, Lydia and Belinda for being willing to go until the end, of which we had come to a conclusion that today we will in fact won't be going to Parkson to spend time together. I am pissed and angry at other friends for not telling or announcing that they will not be able to come. Am very pissed at certain *ssholes. I have developed an even bigger hate for last-minute f*ckers. They will all suffer severe cases of last-minute panic due to unresponsible informing of Me upon inability to show up on very important and exciting day of outing. SUFFER.
But whatever, I shall seek moral support from Person to cool down. Am hoping it will work. Reconsidering on joining band next year. But needing exposure and experience as band people are greatly ultra-committed. Which is actually very worrying to health and spirit. But whatever, have been playing games and wasting my life away for longer than expected, so band shoulden't be a waste of time. For the best am hoping.
02 December 2006
Feeling Stupid. Shoulden't Think So Much.
Stupid idiot was at PC Fair since early in the day.
:( What, no time for me?
:( What, no time for me?
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